ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Saturday, October 21
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW
WHAT YOU'RE DOING IN THE FIRST PLACE?
ALL YOU DO IS POINT OUT PEOPLE'S FLAWS.
BUT YOU DONT EVEN TRY TO HELP THEM.
SOME PEOPLE LIKE HER JUST NEED HELP.
AND YOU CANT DENY HER OF THAT
JUST CAUSE OF ALL THAT SHE'S DONE TO HURT YOU.
AND I WONT DENY HER OF MY FREINDSHIP,
BECUASE I KNOW I CAN HELP HER.
EVERYONE NEEDS THEIR FAIR SHARE OF FRIENDS.
SO WHY CANT SHE HAVE THAT LUXURY TOO?
JUST BECAUSE I GO OUT WITH HER
MORE THAN I DO WITH YOU,
DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU'RE NOT
AS IMPORTANT A FRIEND AS SHE IS ALRIGHT.
AND YOU HAVE GOT TO UNDERSTAND THAT,
AND NOT GET JEALOUS ALL THE TIME.
MAYBE ITS CAUSE SHE IS WILLING TO TRY HARD
ON THIS FRIENDSHIP THAT SHE AND I HAVE.
BECAUSE SHE'S ALWAYS THE ONE
ASKING ME OUT MOST OF THE TIME.
I KNOW WHY I COULDNT SEE
THAT SHE WAS TRYING EARLIER ON.
BECAUSE I WASNT BEING A PROPER FRIEND TO HER.
SHE NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET AT THIS POINT.
AND DONT GET ALL SARCASTIC WITH ME.
YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND YOURSELF
BEFORE YOU BECOME A FRIEND TO OTHERS, T
O TRY TO UNDERSTAND THEM.
AND DO YOU REALLY
UNDERSTAND WHO YOU ARE?
DO YOU KNOW YOUR PURPOSE?
DO YOU KNOW WHY GOD MADE YOU?
WHY HE PUT YOU ON THIS PLANET?
DO YOU?
BECAUSE I DO.
AND ITS FULFILLING TO KNOW
HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO HIM.
AND HIS REASONS FOR BRINGING YOU INTO THIS WORLD.
THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY.
GO PONDER AND REFLECT.
AND THEN TELL ME THAT
SHE'S NOT TRYING
AND THAT IM BEING SELFISH.
3:51:00 pm